rope swing.

today was a pretty typical day.

i slept in too late again. i tried to trick myself into staying up when i first woke up at around 9 by putting my contacts in, but i just fell asleep again with them in. :/

made some plans with kirsten, but they fell through :[

but we made awesome plans for later! she's gettin a TATTOO tuesday (yes you are) and we're goin to good 'ol pullllmannn this weekend!

i'm excited :] i love her.

anyways. i cleaned for a while (short short while), then went to the rope swing with caleb and joey.

it was awesome. although i always manage to hurt myself somehow when i'm there.

not even sure how this one happened, but i got a nice lil rugburn on the back of my leg.

me duele bastante :'[

you know that feeling when you're just croonin' along with a song, then you realize how incredibly perfectly the lyrics fit into your life at the moment?

i had that today when i was in my room. it made my knees go weak for a second.

first i wanted to cry, then i smiled like a fool (and sang way louder).

because it gave me peace over something i've been wrestling with big time over the last couple days.

shouldn't even be a big deal, but i just cannot get it off my mind!

i think this is one of those times where i pray that God will show me what He wants for me, and then when He shows me the answer, it's not what i wanna hear so i keep waiting for the other answer....

let's just say i have my answer. i've fought it for too long, and Father, i'm ready to accept it.

not what i wanted. but since when does what i want for myself matter? :]

i'm movin on. growin up. and learnin how to not ruin my relationships.

i love my life, even when it makes as much sense as Donnie Darko does when you're watching it for the first time and halfway through you remember you have an online assignment due in an hour.... (my baddd)

God loves you, my friend. don't ever doubt it.